MARRY DESPITE ME
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Chapter 14
Nabila
I will always keep this trip in a part of my heart, I would have liked so much that all of this did not end but, our stay ended today and we are on our way to reality, we are going to have to fight every days to find time for both of us, to keep lazy and be able to make this marriage a success, I can't say if it will be easy or not, but all I can say is that I'm ready to put in the lies so that this marriage really works, i love this man, i love my husband and i know that in his heart he has feelings for me too if he never told me
This marriage I think is the best thing that ever happened to me, and I don't think about divorce anymore, I want to end my life next to this man, when I turn to him he gives me a smile like if he read in my thoughts
Khalil: you are the best thing that happened to me, I feel happy by your side, I would really like to apologize for my reaction when you arrived
Me: it's normal, we didn't know each other and we ended up getting married without even wanting to, we all had disproportionate reactions, I suggest we start from the beginning
Khalil smiling: hello miss, I am Khalil your husband
Me: hello sir, I'm Nabila your wife
We giggle together, we talked about everything and nothing during the whole trip, it allowed us to get to know each other better, and to get even closer
When we arrive home, we go into the house hand in hand like real couples in the background, in the living room my mother-in-law was waiting for us, I was surprised to see her there, but I go towards her and I squatting to greet her, as usual she picks me up gently before taking me in her arms
Me: hello mom
Yemi: hello my daughter, did you have a good trip?
Me: yes mom everything went well by the grace of God
Yemi: Masha Allah
Khalil clearing his throat: I guess I'm invisible
Yemi giggling: I no longer have the right to speak with my daughter-in-law, right?
Khalil: mom she is tired, let her go and rest
Me: but not at all...
Khalil: of course you are tired
Yemi: he's right go get some rest anyway I have to talk to your husband
Me: ok mom
I go up to our room and he follows me with our suitcases
Khalil taking me from behind: don't tell me you're mad at me
Me: of course yes, you want to get me in trouble with my mother-in-law or what? Plus when did I tell you I was tired?
Khalil: you slept half the trip, plus it takes a lot more to attract my mother's wrath
Me: I see that I can never win against you
Khalil turning me so that I can face him: rest well my darling, we have to inaugurate this room
Me laughing: little pervert go, file, don't make mom wait
Khalil smiling: at your command princess
When he closes the door behind him, I kick off my heels and sit on the bed, I couldn't help but reminisce about all the days and nights we had to spend in this room, our first arguments, the tears of anger that I had shed between these 4 walls, I hope to have happier memories in this room, I hope that we can really move forward together so that this marriage really works
This man I really start by imagining my life by his side, having children together, growing up together, seeing our children grow up and grow old by his side, I hope not to film myself
Khalil
I go down to join my mother in the living room, at the idea of thinking about everything I'm going to do to her tonight I smile even without realizing it
Mom: I have the impression that this little one succeeded in making you fall in love
Me: mom, I won't go so far as to say that I'm in love, let's not exaggerate in any way
Mom: stop lying to yourself my son, it's obvious that you're already in love with her, look at the way you smile stupidly when you talk about her
Me: mom sit down, we need to talk about more important matters
Mom: more important than the fact that you are in love with your wife?
Me: yes more serious
Mom taking place in front of me: ok I'm listening
Me going straight to the point: during our honeymoon we consummated our marriage
Mom: what could be more normal than that?
Me: that's not the point, what I mean is that she had never done it, I was her first...
Mom: you mean she was a virgin right?
Me: yes mom
Mom: but it's really a good thing, you were really lucky to have come across such a girl, you know very well that with us when you marry a virgin woman there are things to do is it not?
Me: yes that's why I'm telling you all this, I would like to know what to do
Mom: it's nothing to complicate, you just have to pay presents that you will bring to the girl's family to thank them, it's yet another way to show everyone that your wife was pure and l honor in front of everyone
Me handing him my card: pay everything you need and even more, don't skimp on the means mother
Mom: don't worry, I take care of everything myself, she's my daughter-in-law, it's up to me to buy the presents, not you
Me: I need your advice mother, I have the impression that she preferred not to know, I feel that she is embarrassed and does not even want to broach the subject with me, according to you the fact going to see his family could not be a source of conflict?
Mom: I think you should have a conversation with her so she doesn't get caught off guard, what you're about to do is what needs to be done, if you don't it will be considered by his family as a failure and I don't want there to be problems between our two families, you understand me, don't you?
Me: I'm a bit apprehensive about his reaction
Mom: you're going to have to do it on your own, but haven't you forgotten something by any chance?
Me: what did I forget?
Mom: to thank Aziz for having found you a good girl, sweet, well brought up and belonging to a good family
Me (smiling): I admit that on this one I have nothing to complain about, it is thanks to him that I have this woman as my wife and so far I have nothing to complain about
Mom: I will then pass on your thanks
Me: no need, I'll do it myself when we see each other
Mom surprised: are you serious?
Me: yes mother
Mom jumping for joy: I'm so happy you know my son? this man he has always considered you to be the pulpit of his pulpit, it would make me really happy if you buried the hatchet and that we could have a little peace in this family
Me: I promise you that I will try to do my part so that our relations are less conflictual
Mom getting up: I'm going to let you rest, take good care of my daughter-in-law, you know she's still a child, be understanding with her, talk to her calmly even when you're upset and above all love her sincerely, I I don't want you to make her suffer my son
Me: the last thing I want is to make her suffer mother, I'm determined to put my all into this marriage and do my best to make it work
Mom: that's all I expect from you, in addition to hurry to give me grandchildren, I'm not very young anymore
Me: mum there is no question of having children yet, hello everyone at home
Mom: that's it, the countdown has already started, I hope this trip will already bear fruit
As an answer, I just smile at her, we're not ready to have a child yet, we're going to take a little more time to get to know each other, and enjoy each other before changing our daily lives to changing diapers and prepare baby bottles
When I go up to our room she had just come out of the bathroom, I walk towards her before imprisoning her lips between mine
Me: you smell so good my heart
As a response, she smiles at me, stands on her tiptoes before taking the initiative to kiss me herself, we kiss for a moment before I end the kiss
Me: come and sit down I have to tell you something
Boo: Don't you think this is a bad time to talk? I already have my ideas elsewhere
Me: we have all night for us
She pretends to sulk before taking a seat on the bed without forgetting to open her bathrobe which reveals her beautiful bare thighs, she pretends not to see anything, for a moment I wanted to postpone the discussion but I I quickly picked myself up and sat down next to her.
Me: by the way, I would like to talk to you about something and I would like you to keep calm
Boo: I'll try, talk to me, you're starting to worry me...
Me: if I brought mother today it's to talk to her about us, you know very well that according to our ethnic group, when you marry a virgin woman after the wedding night you have to go and visit the beautiful family to offer them presents as a sign of thanks, so I called mother to take care of everything so that we can meet your family
Boo jumping up: but why did you do that, why did you go and tell your mother? why do you want everyone to know what happened between us? Why ?
Me: I'm sorry but that's something I wanted to do for you
Boo angry: and don't you think it would have been better if you asked my opinion first? Why do you always want to make the choices for me? why do you always have to mess things up?
Me trying to keep calm: calm down and stop being a kid please, I'm sorry if I didn't ask your opinion before talking to my mother but you know very well that I that's what tradition demands
Boo heading for the door: why apologize if in any case my opinion did not matter to you
Me: but where are you going?
Boo: do I want to get some fresh air or do I not have that right either?
She's going to make this little one dear to me, I have to start by imposing some limits on her, otherwise we won't get anywhere her and me, I hurry to close the door and take the keys away
Me: I'm fed up that at each of our altercations you change rooms, even if you're going to give me back tonight we'll sleep in the same room and on the same bed, if you want to get some air you have a big balcony there, treat yourself
I go into the bathroom and leave her there, when she has calmed down we can talk like two civilized people….
