Marry in spite of myself
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Chapter 13
Nabila
I hear people say how good it was to make love and the pleasure it gives but it's nothing compared to the fact of living it yourself and especially doing it with the right person, the person that you love, the one that puts your pleasure first
I just had a wonderful time with this man, I can't explain all the states I went through during this act but now I feel like I'm putting all the Energy out of my body, it's true that the first time hurts but it's nothing compared to the pleasure that comes after, speaking of his I had to find a way to avoid the discomfort and the shame, I had to throw him out to settle some small details
I run to the shower to clean myself as quickly as possible, I find a new sheet in the dressing room and I come back to change the old ones, I was changing the old ones when the sound of the door startles me, when I turn around was there
Khalil: what are you doing?
Me (ashamed): uh…nothing special
He walks towards me places the tray of milk on the bedside table before taking the sheets from my hands
Khalil: this one is mine
Me: but what do you want to do with it?
Khalil: I thought you're thirsty, you should take your milk before it gets cold, I'll change the sheets
I resign myself and let him do it, after changing the sheets he disappears for a moment in the dressing room before coming back, he pulls me into his arms and for the first time I sleep in the arms of a man, no no no matter which the arms of my husband, one husband that I love
I wake up this morning by his kisses, and his caresses
Khalil with sweetness: hello my beautiful
Me: hello mr hubby
He bursts out laughing, I look at him without understanding anything
Khalil: Has the queen of hell become an angel?
Me: since hell has become paradise, we have to adapt
Khalil: what do you want to do this morning? I learned that you are doing quite well in horse riding
Me: don't be bad, I bet I know how to ride a horse better than you
Khalil: I suggest something to you, we are going to decide on the field, what do you say?
Me: I love challenges, and if we spice things up a bit, challenges are only interesting when there is a prize to be won
Khalil: I already have you, what other price could be up to you
Me (giggling): you're just a good talker...
I get up and go to the bathroom, he follows me but I stop him in the dressing room
Me (turning around to face him): no no and no, I don't need you to distract me, I need to be as lucid as possible to win the bet
Khalil smiling: ok
I know he's disappointed but for now I don't feel comfortable taking a shower with him yet, I know it's silly but I prefer to do it alone for now
When we finish getting ready, we go down to join the others for breakfast, there was this plague of Amina and this imbecile of Sharif, I ignore them royally, and I think that Khalil also understood the lesson, he pulls my chair before taking a seat next to me
I won't be falsely modest, I'm more than delighted, I'm in heaven, we greet everyone, and have a pleasant moment of sharing apart from these two who pulled their face all along the meal, when we finish we apologize before heading to the stables
Me: but the sheik is such a nice person
Khalil: yes, it's like the father I never had, he always understood me and always knew how to bring me to reason
Me: That's fine, but can I ask you a question?
Khalil: yes go
Me: I noticed that Aziz is a man who loves you very much but towards whom you have a lot of anger, what could he have done to you?
Khalil stopping: he did nothing to me, this man he saved my mother's honor when my father dishonored him, he made me study he gave me everything, but over time years I transferred the anger I felt onto him, when I see him I see my father's failure, he makes me see that I am the descendant of a coward, a man without honor and without a ball, he is like the mirror that shows me every day all the harm my sire did to my mother, I'm ashamed but I can't feel anything else
Me: I understand what you're saying but I think keeping all this anger inside you won't do you any good, accept the love it gives you and you'll see how much your relationships will change, me I I didn't know my father, my mother kicked me out because of one of her lovers and it was my aunt who was a mother to me but I don't feel any anger towards my mother, I am grace to her everything that happened had to happen for me to be here today plus she tried to do her best for me, your father is the one who loses the most by not knowing the man that became his son, you don't have to blame yourself for that, accept the love of the man who is really your father
Khalil: he doesn't lose much, it's not like I'm a model
Me (laughing): you're right, his son is a pervert
Khalil attracting me to him: don't tell me you don't like this perverse side
Me: not in the least
He lures me into the stables, sticks me to a wall before kissing me, lowering to which I respond passionately, I can't help it, he awkwardly unbuttons the buttons of my shirt before kissing the lengths of my my stroke until the birth of my breasts, ooohhh shit this man makes me lose all my means
Me (between two kisses): but someone could see us here
Khalil: we do nothing wrong, there is nothing more natural than to make love to his wife
He acts like it's nothing, he lifts me up and the first instinct I have is to wrap my legs around his waist, we kiss awkwardly until they end our kiss
Khalil: don't be too impatient my darling
He puts me on the ground before addressing me as if nothing had happened
Khalil: which is your horse?
Me (stammering): you're serious, don't tell me you're thinking about horse riding at this hour
Khalil pretending not to understand: is there an hour for horseback riding?
Me (crossing my arms over my chest): aren't you serious?
Khalil giggling: I thought it was wrong to make love in the stables
Me: …okay
Khalil giving me a kiss: all this is just a taste of what will happen when we go on our walk
Me (smiling): where are you taking me?
Khalil: it's a surprise
Me (protestant): but…
As an answer he takes me to get my horse and we leave, he takes me to the desert, there was a big tent set up, he helps me get off my horse before taking me to the tent, really I don't I have no words to describe what I have in front of me, he had everything done especially for us, to spend time with me, he is really apart from this man
Khalil: I hope you like it
Me (tears in my eyes): I wish this trip would never end, you know?
Khalil: as long as we're together, I promise to make your eyes shine every day of my life
Me: Can you promise me?
Khalil: I promise you that this trip represents the beginning of our new life together
