Marry in spite of myself
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Part 2 chapter 2
Nabila
It's been a few days since my husband kicked me out of our house, without giving me the slightest chance to defend myself or explain to him what had just happened, I don't know how you can say to love a person and hurt him so much at the same time, I don't understand how he could believe me capable of giving myself to someone other than him when all I ever wanted was to be his all my life
I just left this marriage leaving a lot of feathers, I gave him my heart he broke it, I offered him my body he didn't know how to value it, whatever I did Wasn't enough for him, wasn't enough for him to trust me or believe in my love
It's been a few days that I've been in this hotel room brooding, I've cried all the tears in my body and now no tears are coming out, I'm crying inside with no tears coming out, i was so in love that i feel like this love is turning into anger and frustration, i want to hate him so much so i can't suffer anymore because of this man who doesn't deserve me to feel the slightest thing for him
He doesn't deserve me to suffer so much for him, I even come to believe he doesn't deserve me to hate him, I get up and go into the bathroom to take a shower, I'm so staying in the black that when I get in the shower I have the impression that the rays of the sun burn my eyes, when I finish I order a meal to try to gain strength before going out, I have to find myself a job, I can't afford to stay in this hotel any longer and without having a job I risk ending all my savings and it's out of the question for me to touch a penny of the money in the account that this idiot has created for me
When I finish I try to dress as best I can, I brush my hair and I take my bag, my phone starts ringing again and it's my aunt again
Me: halo
My aunt: finally my daughter you answer, you do not know how much I worried, I even started by asking myself the question to know if nothing had happened to you
I'm alright
My aunt: what happened with your husband? your mother-in-law spends her time calling me and where are you? why didn't you come home
Me: my aunt I'm fine, and I don't want to see anyone at the moment, I prefer to be alone
My aunt: at least go home, I promise not to invade you and to give you the time you need
Me: I prefer to be alone for the moment, I want you to return the dowry to them, between Khalil and me it's over
My aunt: stop talking nonsense, you don't break up a marriage like that, what do I say to your in-laws?
Me: they will understand, it is their son who repudiated me
My aunt in a more calm tone: you still don't want to tell me what happened?
Me: nothing to say
My aunt: at least promise me that you will take care of yourself and that you will answer the phone when I call you
Me: I promise
My aunt: okay, you know you can count on me when you need help, I'll be there for you at any time you just have to ask
Me: I know my aunt
My aunt: do you have enough money?
Me: yes, my aunt, I'm fine, I have to hang up
My aunt: ok, I'll call you back in the evening
Me: daddy...
My aunt: yes my daughter
Me (starting to cry): I love you more than anything, I promise you we'll have a talk when it's better, but for now I need to be alone and heal my wounds on my own , if you want to help me and allow me to be quiet release me from this marriage please
My aunt: count on me
Me: thank you aunt, we talk in the evening…
I try to take a moment to calm down I rinse my face and I go out, I have to find a job that's what's urgent at the moment, for the moment I'm not necessarily looking for a job related to my training I take everything I find
I didn't really have a predefined plan in my head, I was wandering in the street when at one point I started to hear clacksons it became so confusing that I thought it was me, but no I was on the road when I turn around I see a woman who was crossing the street we can clearly see that she had her head elsewhere and did not realize what was happening around her, I hurry to make her cross before 'she doesn't get run over by a driver
Me (shaking it): Madame, how are you?
The lady coming to herself: what is happening? why do you stir me so much
To see her airs we feel that she is a woman of the high as is often said, she is carefully dressed in a trouser suit accompanied by a babydoll, she had carefully maintained hair she wore no earrings no chain around his neck but had in hand a key of a 'USV and dressed his feet with a pump, when I take his hand they were as soft as those of a baby, I wonder what could have been put her in such a state
I lure her into a cafeteria and I order her a Tea, we stay there gauging each other with our eyes until she comes to her senses, the silence was becoming so heavy that I start to feel uncomfortable so I decide to break this silence that weighed on us
Me: Are you feeling better ma'am?
The lady: yes it's better, I'm really sorry I wasn't in my normal state, you can call me Mariam
Me: delighted Mariam, I'm Nabila
Mariam looking at the envelope I had in my hand: delighted Nabila, I see that I have just made you miss an appointment
Me: no no not at all, I was just going to look for a job I can do it tomorrow, the main thing is that you are well
Mariam: I don't think I'm getting better but I can help you find a job
Me (a little embarrassed): don't feel obligated I can manage on my own don't worry about me
Mariam: I did not express myself well, it is rather you who are helping me since the one I was working with got married and had to move to another city
Me: what do you do for work?
Mariam: I run a decoration item shop and we also take care of the decoration of offices, apartments and others.
Me: You don't wonder if I'm qualified or not?
Mariam: I even prefer human people who are ready to learn, are you interested?
Me: I really need it so yes I accept
Mariam: here is my card, contact me I will give you the necessary information, see you tomorrow then
Me: thank you very much
Mariam: please, it's getting late I have to go
Me: thank you, take care
She gives me a smile and leaves, I didn't think it was going to be so easy for me to find a job, luck is already starting to smile at me it seems, and I feel like I'm going to like my job a lot. work
Since I found a job, I can now find myself an apartment I'm not going to live indefinitely at the hotel already that I don't intend to go back to my aunt's I have to find a plan B, I'm going to find myself a little home , a place where I am not likely to fall on Khalil, am stupid I now come to make my decisions according to this imbecile
Yasmine
I have just spoken to Nabila and she wants me to find a way to free her from this marriage, a decision that does not please Razak at all, but he has no say in the matter, those concerned have already made their decision, even if it hurts me very much to see her suffer and that I would have preferred that she find a solution with her husband, I promised her so I will free her from this marriage as she asked me
I just arrived at his in-laws, I hope everything will go smoothly
Me (greeting Yemi): hello my darling
Yemi: come sit down, have you heard from my daughter-in-law?
Mo: yes, I managed to talk to him today
Yemi: tell me is she back? is she at home? can I see her ?
Me: no, she's not with us and I don't know where she might be since she didn't want to tell me but she's sending me to you
Yemi: oh?
Me: yes, she wants us to officially end this marriage, so I'm here to discuss and find a way to make sure everything goes well
Yemi: but a divorce is not an option, I want us to find a way to fix things
Me: I would have liked it if we could work things out but it was your son who repudiated him, at the moment my daughter is suffering a lot so if that is what can help her get better I will. will do
Yemi: I know my son did wrong but I beg you to reconsider your decision
Me: the two people who will live in this marriage don't want to be bound anymore, so I think the glasses are off
Yemi: my son reacted out of anger, let's give them some more time to see if they will change their decisions or not, let's not do things in a hurry
Me (resigned): okay, we'll give them a little more time to see if they'll change their decision or not
Yemi: I would really like to talk to her, she has blocked us all and every time I call her with a new number she blocks the number, I would really like her to know that I am not at all I agree with my son and just want to support her and let her know that as a woman I understand her pain, I'm not against her
Me: I know you have only good intentions towards her, from what I understand she wants to be alone for the moment and try to heal, I will talk to her and I hope she will contact you
Yemi: I understand, I just hope she forgives my son and comes back with him, even though I am aware that he behaved badly with her, he also suffers a lot from this situation, it really breaks my heart heart to see my son like this, he really loves him, you know?
I feel emotion in her voice, I feel like I'm not tied, I have to stay loyal to my daughter at the same time my mother's heart can't bear to see another mother suffer
Me: we're going to do one thing, we're going to give them a moment to calm down and try to work on them, the decision they'll end up making, we'll follow it
Yemi: okay that the lord be their guide
Me: Ameen, I'll ask for directions
Yemi: please talk to her, I'm not her enemy, I just worry a lot about her, I want to talk to her
Me: ok, that's understood
With these words I get up and head home, I really hope we can find a solution that can accommodate everyone
